Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Friday, June 1, 2007
Slept at 2am in the mornign and i woke up at 9am.. nothing much about yesterday.. at night about 8.30pm talkto ayu on the phone.. talked to her about boi.. i really miss him.. when i talk to her about boi, i started to cry.. What was my mistake?? Did i do something wrong?? i text message him, he did'nt reply.. i called him, he did'nt answer.. i miss him.. i know we had problems for the past few weeks.. but please,, i just need a chance from him, to show how i can change to be a good girlfriend.. ayu, help me out.. she calm me down.. thankiies ayu.. after talking to her.. i talked to shiqin.. that was around 10pm we started with our conversation. she got a problem to solved and ask me for suggestion like that.. after giving her a solution to her problem, its my turn to tell her my problem.. what else then boi.. we talked about her prob, then mine, then our ex- boyfriends, what we did with our boyfriend, what makes us happy, the happy times with our boyfriend.. and it took us about 5 hours... whoa.. 5!!! hahax.. well, i did cheer up.. and thank god, i did'nt have to cry to sleep.. THANKIIES TO AYU N SHIQIN!!!
Well, today nothing much happen yet,, its still in the morning.. i really wish to meet boi.. i miss him.. ayu and ruzaini so cute.. still remember when we go home.. the four of us.. me,ayu,ruzaini and boi.. got this time, we went home together with zulaiqah, nani, khairul faiz and haziq.. danish was there but then he went with anissul and the rest.. still remember the cute and romantic him.. hahax.. when i think of the past memorie make me cry.. cry in happy and sad,, sad coz i miss him so much,, happy because i was with him that time.. i should'nt go and show my temper to him.. to tell u the truth, when he ask me steady i was like dunnoe if i want it or not.. then i just say ok.. then for a few days later, i begining to like him, then i learn how to love him.. now i realli love him and i really, really scared to loose him.. i really wish, he knew how i feel right now.. if he's beside me, i will tell him that i'm really sorry for my actions and i really love him and don't want to let go of him.. well,, till here.. post again tomorrow,,
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